I want to be humble and never consider my self any better of a person than anyone else. I don't want to fake it though. I still have most of my lifetime of learning, experiencing and maturing ahead of me. I'll have plenty of time and experiences throughout the years to develop genuine humility without trying to hurry it by pretending to be more humble than I really am just to look like a more enlightened or "better" person. However, if/when I momentarily forget about my quest for personal humility, I know one thing for sure, that I have grown and matured in the area of being open, honest and real enough that I can acknowledge my immaturities, face them head on and genuinely deal with them honestly out in the open when I "return to my senses" or when they're brought to my attention by someone else.